"Tears from Heaven:” Poem
Wednesday, February 5, 2025
Tears from Heaven: Poem
Monday, February 3, 2025
The Balts or Baltic People: History
The Balts or Baltic people (Lithuanian: baltai, Latvian: balti) are a group of peoples inhabiting the eastern coast of the Baltic Sea who speak Baltic languages. Among the Baltic peoples are modern-day Lithuanians (including Samogitians) and Latvians (including Latgalians) — all East Balts — as well as the Old Prussians, Curonians, Sudovians, Skalvians, Yotvingians and Galindians — the West Balts — whose languages and cultures are now extinct, but made a large influence on the living branches, especially on literary Lithuanian language.
The Day I Went Away: Story
THE DAY I WENT AWAY.
When I come to the end of the road
When I come to the end of the road: Poem
Sunday, February 2, 2025
What about Tulips? Poem
What about Tulips? Poem
Roses are red,
The violets are blue.
The love never stopped for you.
What about tulips?
They capture February
As someone has to be fairy
And first to capture the change.
It is not strange
When I sit on the bench
To captivate nature's masterpiece
And tulips' dance in the breeze.
The graceful whispering
Of the symphony rhythm is swaying.
Only God knows how to bring joy
Out of grief and ashes, o' boy!
Tomshinsky@2025
The Inner Creative Process
The Inner Creative Proces: Story
Why does an artist want to present his work to the world? I sometimes think about this question. Do I want to know? Do you want to be applauded? Tell me how talented I am? I sure do. But is that the whole story? Or maybe trying to present my work in the world is the desire to feel that I have a place in it? In some way majority artist is a lonely person, the creation process is personal and there is a lot of loneliness. Perhaps an artist's desire to share his work with the world is out of a desire to feel understood, to feel smooth. To feel that he is seen. When the audience out there appreciates the artist's work it's like saying "You have a place here, you are important". Creating without presenting is a bit like living in a cage. Like writing poems for a drawer. When the world meets my creation, it gives it some meaning. On the other hand, this is tricky. Because the crowd out there too, it doesn't have any real essence, it transitions and changes and it's even fictitious. And the fact that some people looked at my work is not a measure of its value or quality. Really, creation has its own existence. Even if it's a poem that stayed in the drawer and no one ever read it. The inner creative processes that take place in the artist's mind have value, existence and fulfillment even if no one outside will ever know about them. And deep down the artist doesn't need external approval, or recognition. The creation itself has truths even without the applause of the audience.
Saturday, February 1, 2025
Sleeping Alone: Story
Sleeping Alone: Short Story
Once you get used of being sleep next to someone you loved, sleeping alone in your own bed really sucks. Honestly, sleeping to someone you love and know is the nicest thing. When you are half awake, let say, at four in the morning, and squeeze the hand next to you; or when your loved one moves tighter to you to keep you warm and safe, are the best feeling ever.
I never was sleeping alone. It is strange that the other side of the bed is empty and cold. You just lay in bed and wait when the sleep kicks in. Daytime is different, it looks like my love just is somewhere around, doing something, busy with something, and will be back soon.
And then dark nights are replaced with daytime, it is the natures' law, every twelve hours comes night of sleeping alone and mornings of living alone. Days without voice talking. Music, coffee, and poetry help. Keep you occupied. And repeat. Routine, necessities, and one long-time promise of continuing to live and breathe. People who know life say that only strong humans survive. You listen, and you are learning to sleep alone, cooking for one. You try to work hard and keep yourself busy all day long to fall asleep faster, reduce the feelings of depression, and continue to live. You try your best.
(IT@2025)
